My Struggle With Acne January 26 2015, 0 Comments
By Gabrielle Gullotti
I have had acne since I was 13, I am now almost 18. Having acne STINKS, especially while your growing up. At 13 the majority of my friends all had clear, beautiful skin. At 13, I was begging my older sister to let me wear her foundation. I hated how I didn’t feel beautiful naturally.
Without makeup on, I felt dirty. I wasn’t into makeup, but was desperate to cover the red bumps on my face. “Its not noticeable!” or “they just blend in with your freckles!” were a few things people often said that rarely made me feel any better about my skin. Almost daily before I headed to school, I would go into my sisters room, and she would take her soft makeup brush and swipe powder on my face. My acne was less noticeable, but I was sick of covering the problem, rather than fixing it.
Once I entered high school, I began trying out liquid foundations as well as powders. They were okay, but too often I had to go to the bathroom and wipe the oil of my forehead, or dab my face with a wet cloth so it didn’t look so powdery.
Although I washed my face everyday, my pores became very big. Around the sides of my nose, the top of my nose, between my eyes, my forehead, and my chin were where my pores were most noticeable. Essentially, everywhere but my cheeks.
With the stress of school, my skin worsened, and when summer came around, it got a little better. The point is, I'm sick of not having control over my skin. If my skin is having a bad day, I have a bad day. Its hard not feeling self conscious when you feel like everyone is disgusted by your flaws.
So now I am a senior, and I still struggle with acne. I have tried so many products, I can not remember them all. I have spent so much money trying to clear my skin, I don’t even want to think about it. I’ve seen doctors, and even they haven’t been able to help me much. There is one last product that gives me hope, Banish. I look forward to trying it, and tracking my (hopefully awesome) results!